Written Blog

Compassion, are we truly broken inside over others infirmities.

Matthew 14:14 (NIV) When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them and healed their sick.

  1. σπλαγχνίζομαι splagchnizomai; from 4698; to be moved in the inward parts, i.e. to feel compassion:—feel compassion(2), felt compassion(7), moved with compassion(2), take pity(1).

I’ve know many minister that desperately want the Gifts of Healing in their ministry. And either have had very few genuine healings along with many other “healings” that were questionable or fake. Yet they preach and act like God is doing healing at all their meeting. And when no healing happen they blame the sick for having no faith to be healed or that their sin is keeping them from being healed.

But I think the lack of genuine miraculous healings may have more to do with the hidden motives of the heart.

Just like I see many ministers claiming to be prophets all while giving out more false prophecy than any true prophecies, and sometimes no true prophecies at all.

I see a connection between these two types of ministries.

People are so desperate to hear the true voice of God or receive a healing touch from God for their terminal illness, that people will fill churches and stadiums, spend their last dime, just to listen to false prophets and fake healing ministries, in hopes that they were true messengers of God.

It seems to me many ministers unknowingly want healing and prophesy to be activate in their ministry because of the promotions that it brings for their platform ministries. And so they want bigger platforms, which means bigger donations, which means they can now be in “full time” ministry.

There is a unfortunate understanding in many american church circles, that if you are in full time ministry then you have arrived in your spiritual life. Being able to be fully funded come with many honors from fellow Christians and benefits.

I wonder where are the ministers that have lived among the sick and dying and have their “insides” broken over the pain and suffering that resides in individuals and their families that are crying out to God for mercies of healing.

Where are the ministers today that would move to a leper colony, knowing that once there they can never come back to society, just so they could bring the sick and dying the gospel message and Jesus fully present in body, blood, and Divinity in the eucharist?

You can learn about Father Damien or know as Saint Damien of Molokai, or Saint Damien De Veuster born 3 January 1840 and died 15 April 1889 from leprosy he contracted from his caring for the sick in the leper colony Molokai, Hawaii.

I wonder would there be more gifts of healings if there was more compassion that come from deep brokenness over other’s suffering from sickness than from the hidden desire for larger platforms, greater number of people attending ministry meetings, and larger donations?

Saint Damien of Molokai taken in 1889, either late February or March, weeks before his death by William Brigham at a side wall of the St. Philomena Catholic Church.

Are we losing our understanding of divine paternal love?

The Return of the Prodigal Son(1773) by Pompeo Batoni

Anthropomorphism – noun

Definition – the attribution of human characteristics or behavior to a god, animal, or object.

In the prayer and worship movement many confuse a romantic love for a paternal love. In a generation that many grow up without a father in there childhood, may have only experienced love for a maternal perspective and then a romantic love from others.

This lack of sacrificial paternal charity/love in one’s life and in the life of the church has warped the understanding of divine love into something that is closer to a sensual/romantic love.

The book Song of Solomon is written as poetry for romantic love. This was not intended by the author as an expose on the divine charity of The Father’s love. Jesus did intend to reveal sacrificial paternal love in his parable of the prodigal son.

There is many songwriters that write about the love of God from the Song of Solomon perspective instead of from the prodigal son perspective. These songs influence many Christians to think of God in romantic terms rather than paternal/divine terms.

We can do better as we know better.

What is Worship?

I was asked the question, why is worship only 20 minutes at this church?

In thinking about the question, the problem with the question is what is assumed as worship.

What was meant as “worship” was the singing of songs during the church service. One can make an easy jump to concluded the this activity is worship because the musics being song is called “worship Music” to differentiate it from other styles of music. One might hear a person with the title of “worship leader” and assume that that person must lead the worship part of the service. One might also assume that when the said “worship leader” along with the “worship team” tells the gathered church “Let’s worship God” that sings along with the “worship leader” and “worship team” and band must be Worship. After didn’t Jesus tell us that worship is to gather and sing songs to and about him?

Um, no. Actually Jesus didn’t tell his disciple to stat a band and hold “Worship services”.

Jesus did give very clear instructions to his disciple on the night before he was crucified as how the church that Jesus had founded was to worship God correctly.

Jesus said “Do this…”

Let’s start with the word worship and look at the first time the word appears in the sacred text of the Bible. It starts with Abraham.

Notice that Abraham worshiped God without music or singing when he built and alter and sacrificed Isaac.

Genesis 22:5 (NIV)

[5] He said to his servants, “Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.”

Genesis 22:9 (NIV)

[9] When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.

This is the first time the word “worship” appears in scripture.

As we can see the word Worship has to do with sacrifice and not singing songs.

Musics in its proper usage supports worship but it is not worship and adds to the giving glory to God, but is not worship by and in its self.

In the New Testament Jesus gives us instructions as how worship is to be done.

Luke 22:19 (NIV)

[19] And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.”

The command of “Do this” is to the sacrifice of the body and blood.

Let’s break this idea of worship down with the following word association.

Worship = Sacrifice = Atonement for sins against God = Righteous from God through grace and the Glorification of Gods name= Restored relationship with God.

Jesus Didn’t tell his Disciples when you gather sing songs about me to worship me. He said “Do this in remembrance of me.”

The remembrances offerings is a memorial offering or a Friendship offering using bread.

John 6:53-58 (NIV)

[53] Jesus said to them, “I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. [54] Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. [55] For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. [56] Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in him. [57] Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. [58] This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your forefathers ate manna and died, but he who feeds on this bread will live forever.”

And what does Jesus say about the offerings/worship? Eternal life is in the offering/worship.

John 6:53-58 (NIV)

[53] Jesus said to them, “I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. [54] Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. [55] For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. [56] Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in him. [57] Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. [58] This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your forefathers ate manna and died, but he who feeds on this bread will live forever.”

The reason we think that worship is music is because we wrongly think that communion is nothing more than a symbol and has not supernatural component.

Therefore we equate the goosebumps we get while singing songs as the presence of the Holy Spirit and the approval of God.

Jesus clearly lays out the idea and method that Christian worship is still a sacrifice as was with Abraham and the Memorial offerings. but we have changed the idea of “Worship” to our sacrifice of praise in singing of songs instead of His sacrifice in the body and blood.

Even Paul supports the idea the communion or the eucharist is not a symbol but a supernatural event or a sacrament.

1 Corinthians 11:23-31 (NIV)

[23] For I received from the Lord what I also passed on to you: The Lord Jesus, on the night he was betrayed, took bread, [24] and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, “This is my body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of me.” [25] In the same way, after supper he took the cup, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood; do this, whenever you drink it, in remembrance of me.” [26] For whenever you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.

[27] Therefore, whoever eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of sinning against the body and blood of the Lord. [28] A man ought to examine himself before he eats of the bread and drinks of the cup. [29] For anyone who eats and drinks without recognizing the body of the Lord eats and drinks judgment on himself. [30] That is why many among you are weak and sick, and a number of you have fallen asleep. [31] But if we judged ourselves, we would not come under judgment.

1 Corinthians 10:16-18 (NIV)

[16] Is not the cup of thanksgiving for which we give thanks a participation in the blood of Christ? And is not the bread that we break a participation in the body of Christ? [17] Because there is one loaf, we, who are many, are one body, for we all partake of the one loaf.

[18] Consider the people of Israel: Do not those who eat the sacrifices participate in the altar?

So to conclude we can say that music is good in that it supports the worship which is found in the sacrifice of Jesus. It can help prepare the Christian to participate in the body and blood of Jesus. But to call singing songs “Worship” is not what Jesus taught His disciple how to correctly worship God.

To return to the original question “why is worship only 20 minutes in this church?” I may answer what worship? I only witnessed singing for 20 minutes, 5 minutes of a announcements, 5 minutes of collecting money, and 30 minutes of preaching. I never saw any worship as prescribed by Jesus. I newer saw the part for worship that Jesus told us to do when we gather in his name.

This leaves us with the question, in our modern style of church service have we made the American evangelical church service more about us, for us, and to our liking, so to garner as many members as possible, than about the sacrifice and worship of God as prescribed by Jesus?

Will this question offend many in the self proclaimed worship? Maybe. Jesus had the same response and many left the ministry of Jesus when He told his Disciples this.

John 6:53-61 (NIV)

Jesus said to them, “I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in him. Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your forefathers ate manna and died, but he who feeds on this bread will live forever.” He said this while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum.

On hearing it, many of his disciples said, “This is a hard teaching. Who can accept it?”Aware that his disciples were grumbling about this, Jesus said to them, “Does this offend you?

Do this in remembrance of me…..

Why is charging for a prayer training conference wrong?

Luke 11:1-2 (NIV)
One day Jesus was praying in a certain place. When he finished, one of his disciples said to him, “Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.”
He (Jesus) said to them, “When you pray, say:
“‘Father,hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come.

Notice when Jesus was asked “teach us to pray” Jesus didn’t charge a fee for his “prayer training conference”. In stead Jesus gave freely the kingdom of God.

Jesus tells his disciple “Freely you have received, freely give.”

If someone’s charging you a fee for them to teach you to pray, Run from them!

Either what their teaching you was not “Freely Given” to them by the Lord and it is a counterfeit teaching, or they have “Freely” received from Jesus but the are disobeying the Lord’s instructions to give freely what they received freely. This is a spirit of greed or lust for money. You will want to stay away for this kind of teacher.

Matthew 10:7-8 (NIV)
As you go, preach this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven is near.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.

Repentance verses Pride as Faith.

My current main concern is not about that many national and local prophetic voices got wrong their prophecy about Trump’s re-election in 2020, false prophecy can be corrected by better teaching as to how true prophecy and prophets biblically work.

But I’m more concerned about the pride of these false prophets that confuse not repenting from false prophecies but they instead see not admitting they are wrong as having “Faith”.
It is the lack of repentance that demonstrates the false spirit from which the false prophecy comes from.
The source of the error of what they are calling “faith” comes from “faith” in themselves and their prophetic gifting and not true faith that comes from the Holy Spirit and the gifts as a grace.

The Gifts of the Holy Spirit is not initiated by man’s will but at the unction of the Holy Spirit. The activation of the gift of prophecy is not at the will of man but at the will of God the Father through the Holy Spirit.

It is a mix of bad teaching of “supernatural self activation” which is witchcraft vs “Divine Grace activation” plus the prophetic gifted person’s pride, which leads to this lack of repentance.

The key open the Divine Grace that is in the hallmark of Kingdom of God is repentance.

Matthew 3:1-2 (NIV)In those days John the Baptist came, preaching in the Desert of Judea and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.”

Matthew 4:17 (NIV)From that time on Jesus began to preach, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.”

Mark 1:14-15 (NIV)After John was put in prison, Jesus went into Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God. “The time has come,” he said. “The kingdom of God is near. Repent and believe the good news!”